I admit that I’m a pessimist. But recently, I realized that, fuck, it’s not worth being negative all the time. I’ve been trying to change my ways, trying to be more positive about things. But of course, the only time I’m optimistic about things, they go as planned. I just don’t get it. I literally have been getting my hopes up for abso-fucking-lutely nothing. And people wonder why I always expect the worst. It’s because you aren’t devastated when you end up being right. I just want to know, when the fuck am I going to catch a break?